Wednesday, February 14, 2007

1)did u simply say those words to let me hear it.. y did u care for me.. y did u do things for me.. y did u snatch everythng to do just cos u scare i will tired myself.. y did u use that type of soft gentle eyes to c me.. y did u hold me that time.. y did u worry whether i am ok or not... y did u made me beginning to confuse my feeling for u.. after all these, y did u want to say those words to others so as to let me know that i dun hurt u at all even if i dun like u n sum1 gave u valentine's present.. i remember u told me that a girl might go when she realise that it is impossible.. r u implying me.. u hint me that u love me.. i dun say anything.. we r as per normal.. but in our heart, u know u r not towards me... n me.. i am confuse.. i pretend nth happen n we continue e same way.. today u treat me cold yet still e same concern... but u just walk away without a bye to me.. u say to every1 but not me.. u have words for me today but u din say anything.. i just feel tired.. in our heart, we know we cnnt be tgt at all.. cos u ...... and i m losing hope in relationship.. i just hate it.. simply simply HATE.. i will continue as per normal since nth happens.. u will nvr know that i know ur feeling thru ....... le.. dun fall for me.. cos i m not sum1 who u shld waste time on.. i will hide this thing n continue as friends.. so dun ask me who it is.. n e person is not viewing e blog so e person wont know..n no 1 know...

2)as per normal.. gb.. shld i go tml.. i not sure.. will i go.. not sure.. do i want to go.. not sure.. anw whether am i gg or not doesn't matter cos they dun even hope that i am gg.. well.. i know those reading these will say dun b negative.. i always tell others this.. but sry i am just so down nowadays...

3)full of balloon n dream lamps in country manna.. n e light atmosphere.. we find it quite romantic... btw devia took quite a lot of photo.. if got chance, i will upload.. haha.. today jean n wilson is the balloon angels cos they have to blow balloon n pump balloon.. not really that much ppl for e day.. but i guess tml be loads ppl.. but is ok.. cos got 10 service staff( not including kitchen staff wor... kate, louise, jiaen,devia, shuhui, john, jocelyn, jean,yvonne tay n me... anw shuhui told me she is gg to tell kate that she wanna quit tml le.. so tml might be her last day.. hai.. after my best buddy, christina gone now is shuhui.. will miss this guys ya..

4)just find out that hey, ah how is just abit diff choices in number but course we enrolled for jae r similar.. haha.. if same course n class with him, omg, i be dead for sure.. anw today when i just reach work n step in, he say ah lian u here le.. lol,... feel like ah bssssh him.. haha..

tc.. god bless
-ms apple pie/sher-

Precious you
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